Funny that one of the reasons as to why I decided to apply to study abroad in France was because of how far away it is from California and now that is the exact reason for my lack of excitement about going. Maybe I'll grow from the whole process, but then again maybe I won't. Maybe I'll just be a sad puppy wishing I were home. I'm already homesick and I haven't even left.
I've been living with my boyfriend of 5 months for a month now...and in the next month I'll be going on an adventure that was meant to explore the world and myself along the way. But that's ironically already happened, I've already found my place in the world and that's here. I never imagined falling in love at 22...but it happened...and now I have to go away. I feel like I'm falling over the end of the universe.
4 comments:
You're only going for a short time, your beau can join you at some point for a vacation and if it was meant to be, then he'll be there when you get back and love the person that you've become from your experience. N'est pas?
Oh!... that's why!
Too much to say.
Au diable l'éventuelle ambiguité: Tu peux compter sur moi.
Or, then: Read Kerouac's "Lonesome traveller".
Bien à toi, comme toujours.
Rat Miró
It's a temporary trip. If it's love then a short time away will change NOTHING. I wouldn't worry too much.
Hey.. when will you be getting France?
I'll be in paris first week of september.
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