French Consulate

The date is getting closer for my rendez-vous at the French consulate to get my visa!!! Up to a few weeks ago, it was all excitement. But then the uncertainties that comprise living abroad finally hit me and I got seriously depressed about being away from my family and from the lovely man I've been seeing for the past three months and the expenses. The expenses...oh dear Lord, registering with CampusFrance, $60, university fees, over $5000, round-trip airfare, at least $1000...it never ends. Well...for the meantime, I'll just have to pretend that being in debt is not a big deal...